Dr. Paige Confessional: I’m about to head back to Twitter a little early. Before I leave I wanted to meet up with Hope and Audra to chat about my behavior a few nights ago. I am not proud.
Hope: *walks in* Hey Paige, how are you?
Hope Confessional: I’m confused as to why this girl wants to meet with me. She can clearly tell that I don’t like her after what she did the other night to Pat, but I’ll consider giving her a second chance.
Dr. Audra: Good Morning *sits*
Dr. Paige: I’m well Hope! I have some good stuff for all of us.. Girls. I want to thank you both for meeting me. I want to start with an apology
Hope: That’s a good start…
Dr. Paige: I obviously came in hot and took out my aggression on both of you… that wasn’t the intention
Dr. Audra: I can understand because your delivery was a little harsh when you first arrived in Arizona. It was like who the fuck is this person?!
Dr. Paige: I completely understand Audra
Hope: I appreciate the apology. Thank you. *sips coffee* I’d like to ask you a question if I may
Dr. Paige: yes of course *sips coffee*
Hope: Why did you come on the trip? If you knew that you were in a bad spot with Pat and you haven’t talked, why did you show up. It seemed like you were adding fuel to the fire.
Dr. Paige: I guess I thought coming, because this was supposed to be a holistic healing trip, that we could talk.. When I saw her though.. I obviously lost it.
Hope: Alright, understandable. It probably should have been something you two did one-on-one
Dr. Audra: I agree with that! *sips champagne*
Dr. Paige Confessional:Pat and I were so close.. it’s a shame to what it has become
Dr. Paige: Pat and I were like sisters.. I’ll leave it like that. I do want to say that your stories the other night spoke to me. Hope your issues with your family obviously resonated and Audra you story very much touched my heart.
Hope: Thank you, that’s sweet. My family is far from perfect *laughs*
Dr. Audra: It was really great experience for all of us to come here because we truly opened up to each other.
Dr. Paige: Audra, I wanted to give you something
Dr. Audra: *puts hand on chest* ME!!!???
Dr. Paige: *pulls out card* This is the company for my families Jet. Use it to go see your boy
Dr. Paige Confessional: Audra’s story really touched me. It was the least I can do
Hope: That is so nice Paige, wow.
Dr. Audra: I’m about to cry! *tears up* Thank you so much! *hugs Paige* Thank you so much!!!
Dr. Paige: Ladies when y’all get back to twitter Im gonna have everyone over. Please come! Let this be our start for a friendship.
Hope: I’d be open to that *smiles*
Hope Confessional: Seeing what Paige just did for my bestie Audra really touched me. I think behind all the layers of her family drama, there’s a kind soul. It really touched me.
Dr. Paige: I hope this is the start for me in this group. We all deserve a second chance
Dr. Dorian: *Dorian is shown looking around at the view before the hike* Wow, this is beautiful…
Pat: *Looks around* I could live here Dorian!
Dr. Dorian Confessional: This morning, me and Pat have agreed to go on a hike, walk, whatever it’s called together. I can tell she was genuinely interested during the retreat last night and wants to get to know me more on a deeper level. So, Patricia… here’s your chance. *smiles*
Dr. Dorian: *laughs* A Thelma and Louise moment? Running away! *laughs*
Pat Confessional: Dorian and I haven’t really connected yet so I’m excited to take this time with her. Hope is one of my best friends so I am hoping before we leave that I can help facilitate that relationship
Pat: Mama let’s go!
Dr. Dorian: *begins walking* How are you feeling after the retreat last night?
Pat: I feel okay? It was interesting to hear about what some of the other girls are going through. I let a lot out. I think it did something? What do you think?
Dr. Dorian: *nods* I agree. I felt like we connected more as a group and it felt good to open up, particularly me. I’m not usually the talking about my feelings type, but it was definitely worth it to have you ladies as a sort-of sounding board for what I’ve been thinking and feeling.
Pat: Your story was fascinating. Did you always want to get back into medicine?
Dr. Dorian: *sighs* Honestly, I never thought I’d go back. We never expected Pulses to end, it was a total shock. I felt at a loose end when it ended. In a way, it was like being thrown off a cliff and medicine caught me.
Pat: I’m assuming it was like riding a bike though.. you got back into it and it’s like you never left?
Dr. Dorian: *nods* Indeed. I don’t think you ever lose it, especially since it was my life’s work before I went into acting. Medicine has definitely changed in the time I’ve been out of it, so there’s a little bit of an adjustment.
Dr. Dorian Confessional: Pulses ending was definitely a big blow, particularly to my acting career. The younger stars we had on the show, they moved on, their careers continued to blossom. However, for me… the calls just stopped coming. Nobody wants to hire a woman of my age and also… my skin colour. My role on Pulses was ground-breaking, there wasn’t many people like me on primetime TV at the time and I thought times had changed… I suppose not. *sighs*
Pat: And your husband? how’s he handling it? I think you said he’s having a rough go of your return
Dr. Dorian: Yes, he is. He’s been so used to being the main breadwinner and like, medicine became his field and acting was mine. Like me, he never expected me to go back into medicine so I think the shock hasn’t worn off yet. Richard’s very adaptable, but this was a complete bombshell for him to be honest.
Pat: That’s how Tom was. Once I started my career and went on tour, he got almost jealous? I think he wanted me to be a housewife only. I knew that’s not what I wanted..
Pat Confessional: Why would I want to stay home all day? It didn’t make sense for Tom to be so hateful. I’m so glad that chapter is over
Dr. Dorian: *nods* Richard’s always wanted me to work, he’s had no problem with that. I’ve always had opinions and a voice, he knew that when he married me. I just think… he thinks I’m settling by going back into medicine, that I’ve just given up.
Pat: Do you think you’ve given up?
Dr. Dorian: I wouldn’t say I gave up, no but I didn’t really have a choice. My acting career had pretty much dried up. The phone stopped ringing, the jobs stopped popping up and the cheques stopped coming in…
Pat Confessional: Richard sounds just like his namesake.. a dick! Going from being a doctor to actress to doctor isn’t settling, it’s that Dorian knows that she is destined for more.
Pat: I’m sure medicine is happy to have you back
Dr. Dorian: *laughs* I hope so. There’s a lot of new faces to get adjusted to! It’s been that long some of my colleagues are now former colleagues and in retirement!
Pat: *Laughs* Listen while I have you here..I want you and Hope to leave this trip in a better place!
Dr. Dorian: *sighs and rolls eyes*
Pat: *laughs* Come on! why are y’all so like oil and water?
Dr. Dorian: She’s just… off with me a lot. I don’t feel her vibe. Like, at all.
Pat: What do you think it is?
Dr. Dorian Confessional: I’m pondering on whether to voice my true concerns about Hope to Pat. Despite everything that has happened, I do genuinely care about Hope.
Dr. Dorian: *sighs* If I’m being honest, I’m worried about her. We may not be on the best of terms, but… I’ve seen things that are potential red flags.
Pat: *looks concerned* Like what? I know her family situation has been a problem. is that it?
Dr. Dorian: *shakes head* No, it’s not that. It’s… her drinking.
Pat: I haven’t noticed to be honest but what do you mean?
Dr. Dorian: Everytime we’ve been together as a group and when I’ve been around her in the past, she’s always drinking and I’m not talking a couple of glasses… she’s overserved, shall we say? And it’s definitely worrying.
Pat: I love Hope so i’ll have to keep a watchful eye..
Dr. Dorian: That’s not the worst part.
Pat: What do you mean?
Dr. Dorian: *sighs* Now, I’ve only got someone’s word for this… and I hope it’s not true but there was a rumor going around that whilst Hope was receiving chemotherapy treatment, she was drinking.
Pat: *looks shocked* Oh wow
Dr. Dorian Confessional: I pray to God this rumor about Hope drinking during chemotherapy treatment isn’t true. But… through everything I’ve seen recently with her drinking, I’m beginning to suspect there could be some truth to it, as much as I want it not to be.
Dr. Dorian: *nods* I hope it’s not true, but given what I’ve seen, I’m definitely concerned and despite everything going on between me and her, I don’t wish her bad at all.
Pat: I mean I think this just should push you to maybe do right? Maybe it doesn’t have to happen now or even in Arizona but if you are concerned . Pull her aside.
Pat Confessional: Im not mentioning this at all.. Unless Dorian fucks with me.. but I think this is real life stuff that needs to be looked at.
Dr. Dorian: *sighs* I could do that, but how do you approach this kind of subject with someone? And given her history with me, she won’t take it well if it comes from me. She’ll think I started the rumor and I would never do such a thing.
Pat: Listen that’s tough. I think maybe try to get to a solid place with her and then go from there. I feel bad actually I’ve been so preoccupied with Caitlyn and Paige.. I haven’t been checking in on Hope
Dr. Dorian: I was meaning to ask actually, what was the deal with Caitlyn last night? She was… erratic at the very least.
Pat: *rolls eyes* It’s all such an act. Honestly, Between us.. I haven’t talked to Caitlyn in a very long time. Tom was a bit controlling so he kind of pulled me away.. I wasn’t to close to her to be honest, I was more close with Paige.. When I found land to build my new place, I didn’t know till the front office of the community told me caitlyn was in that community. I had to butter her up a bit. It’s a very uppity community. They have to like vote you in.. *laughs* its that exclusive!
Dr. Dorian: *nods* Wow, I never knew that. So, what caused the rift between you and Paige if you were close at some point?
Pat: When we were younger yes.. but after she became a doctor she changed and as you can see from the other night.. she’s unhinged
Dr. Dorian: *sighs* She definitely came in hot, yes.
Dr. Dorian Confessional: I don’t know what to think about Paige honestly. She’s a little… *pauses* weird but I’m not going to write someone off when I’ve known them for only five minutes. HOWEVER, I’m also not inserting myself into this weird… Dr Zhivago family mess. Uh-uh *shakes head*
Pat Confessional: I really don’t want anything to do with Cait or Paige. Paige hates me and Cait is stupid, I don’t hang out with people who hate me or those who I consider stupid
Pat: She left though. She texted me this morning that she had to get back but wanted to chat when we get back
Dr. Dorian: *looks surprised* Oh, wow. Are you going to meet with her to chat?
Pat: I mean I guess I could give her something. I do enjoy her more than Caitlyn… anyways.. Shall we head back? it’s almost time for dinner
Dr. Dorian: *nods* Yes, let’s! I’ve enjoyed this walk…
Dr. Dorian Confessional: Caitlyn’s just… I don’t know… what’s the name that woman who spends the entire movie crying? Eternal morons? *raises eyebrow*
Pat Confessional: Dorian seems like a great girl. I was happy to get to know her more today. Maybe this is a start to a new friendship?
Scarlett: *Scarlett is shown sitting in a chair getting her hair done* Cait how are you feeling after yesterday’s retreat? I know it was a lot opening up to everyone about your past.
Caitlyn Confessional: The retreat was the most emotional I have been in a while. I loved that I was able to open up about deep things that I was dealing with.
Caitlyn: I felt happy that I was able to open up to all of the ladies and express what I was dealing with at home.
Scarlett: That’s good, but how are you personally doll?
Caitlyn: Personally, I feel like my soul is dead at home. I feel really guilty about what is going on in my life..
Scarlett: Awh darling. I’m sorry.
Scarlett Confessional: Hearing Caitlyn open up yesterday was sad. I’m glad she feels good about it when it comes to the group but I just feel awful that she feels so bad personally. There’s some things you can’t ever forget and one of those is *pauses* losing a child.
Scarlett: With Paige gone, and I love her I do, but we shouldn’t have to worry about any drama hopefully.
Caitlyn: Yeah. To be honest Paige did cause a lot of cracks in this group, I love her don’t get me wrong, but I don’t think she should’ve came in guns blazing like that.
Scarlett: I was sad she left but I’m hopeful for a more peaceful night out.
Caitlyn: Speaking of yesterday.. What’s going on with your home life and the situation with your husband? I mean I really hope he is not cheating, because you guys are like one of the most amazing couples in Twitter.
Scarlett: *sighs and looks down* I don’t know, since we’ve been here I’ve only spoken to him once to tell him I landed. I haven’t called since and he hasn’t spoken to me either. I talked to the kids and they told me he’s been home with them all week so now I’m just thinking; *pauses* Is it me? Am I why he doesn’t want to be at home? He’s home all the time since I’m not there but when I’m home he’s always working.
Scarlett Confessional: *dabs her eye with a perfectly folded tissue* I just… I don’t know what more I can do. I do his laundry, I make his meals, I plan date nights, I take care of the kids, and I work part time. *cries a little more* What more could he want from me?
Caitlyn: Yeah what more does he really want. I hope it gets better. *nods*
Caitlyn Confessional: I feel for Scarlett and I hope whatever is happening just gets better, because I don’t want anybody else feeling pain.
Scarlett: *dabs her eyes and touches up her make up before faking a perfect smile* Let’s go meet the girls for dinner shall we?
Caitlyn: Lets go!
Pat Confessional: Arizona has been a rollercoaster of emotion! I’m glad we all had a bit of a breakthrough and i’m looking forward to this final dinner.
Hope: *Hope walks in and sits down next to Pat* Hey babe! How was your day?
Pat: Relaxing! I actually had some time with Dorian. It was nice! I think everything will be fine from here on out babe
Hope: We will see..
Dr. Dorian: *Dorian walks in, waving to Pat* Hey! *Dorian looks to Hope and smiles slightly* Hello.
Hope: *ignores Dorian*
Pat: Hey! come sit!
Dr. Dorian Confessional: Okay, Hope… you wanna play? Let’s play. *smirks*
Scarlett Confessional: Tonight is our final dinner in Arizona! After my conversation with Cait I’m really hopeful this dinner goes peacefully especially after how chaotic our last dinner went. I really want a nice final send off so we can end this trip on a high!
Scarlett: *Scarlett walks in and waves hello to everyone* Hi ladies!
Hope: Looking great Scarlett!
Hope Confessional: If I don’t like you, we don’t need to do the fake hellos and kisses. Because I’m not fake
Scarlett: *to Dorian and Hope while taking her seat* Oh you know I had to pull out some Victoria Beckham at some point, thank you ladies!
Dr. Audra: *walks into dinner* Hi ladies!
Caitlyn Confessional: I do feel more comfortable after sharing what I am going through. I hope this is a non-explosive dinner!
Scarlett: Wow girls!! You both look AMAZING!
Pat: Everyone looks great tonight
Dr. Dorian Confessional: I’m definitely looking at Caitlyn differently since my conversation with Pat earlier today. Yes, she’s a complete and utter cry baby but… I get the feeling Pat’s using her and that’s not okay.
Pat: What happened with y’all *to Hope and Audra* I know you guys were meeting with Paige today..
Hope: She apologized for her behavior when she came in hot, and did something so nice for Audra. I’ll let her tell y’all *smiles*
Dr. Audra: Paige did the nicest thing today! It was so sweet! *sips champagne* She offered me her private jet to fly and see my son.
Scarlett: That is so sweet!
Hope: *smiles* I know Pat you two have your issues and you’re my girl, but she didn’t have to do that
Caitlyn: *tilts head* Aww. That’s so sweet. That is definitely a thing that my sister would do.
Caitlyn Confessional: Yeah… my sister threatened to steal all my barbies when we were younger, but she is such a sweet person I definitely see her doing that.
Pat Confessional: That’s the Paige I remember and Love.
Dr. Audra: That was absolutely sweet her of I’m excited to see him and I can’t wait to finally hug him and love on him!
Scarlett: So anyway, how was everyone’s day?!
Pat: Today was gorgeous! Dorian and I took a nice walk? Run? I don’t know we were walking and talking *laughs*
Dr. Dorian: *nods* I enjoyed it! We definitely had a great talk…
Hope: I finally relaxed for the first time on this trip today *laughs*
Dr. Audra: Today was awesome! Just talking with Paige and getting to know her a little bit more, it makes me look at her differently!
Dr. Dorian: *sits up* So, I was thinking… why not end this trip off with a bit of truth? After all, this is a time for us to heal and connect with each other, right?
Pat: *looks* Yes!
Pat Confessional: Finally Dorian gonna make up with Hope!! My plan is working
Pat: *smiles and looks at Hope*
Dr. Dorian: *gestures to Pat* Pat, we went on a walk today and you opened up to me about your relationship with Caitlyn. You… seemed to allude to the fact that you’re not really that close as she may think?
Pat: *turns* I’m sorry?
Dr. Audra Confessional: Mmmm.. Chile… MESS.
Dr. Dorian: *clears throat* You and Caitlyn… you’re not as close as she thinks. You’re using her, right?
Caitlyn: USING ME?
Pat: *looks* I’m sorry? What are you doing? Caitlyn and I have our issues but we are closer than ever
Caitlyn: Pat she better be lying. *death stares into Pat’s eyes*
Scarlett: What else did she say Dorian?
Dr. Dorian: This is a truth zone *gestures to the table* We need to learn to be open with each other. You told me you weren’t that close and you preferred Paige.
Pat Confessional: Is she fucking kidding
Pat: That’s a fucking lie.. Dorian what the actual fuck
Hope: That makes no sense!
Scarlett Confessional: I am absolutely astonished and apoplectic about what Pat said. I’m honestly so exasperated FOR Caitlyn I can’t even see straight to think of words to say to this woman.
Dr. Dorian: *sips drink* I am not lying. Caitlyn, this is the truth. You deserve the truth and that’s what it is.
Dr. Dorian Confessional: Of course Pat’s gonna backtrack… it’s typical calculated, manipulative liar behavior. *shrugs shoulders*
Caitlyn: *starts to cry* Why Pat?!? just why? I was open to a new relationship and now your allegedly sabotaging me and using ME?!?
Hope Confessional: Dorian, if you’re going to lie at least be good at it! Why would Pat be closer with Paige than Cait?
Dr. Audra: Caitlyn don’t cry! Don’t cry! *gets up* Don’t cry honey. Dorian! That’s foul! That foul!
Pat: Caitlyn are you going to listen to this nonsense?! she’s fucking lying
Dr. Dorian: *points at Pat* I am not a liar. You have a lot of fucking nerve. Look, believe it if you want but Pat said it. Period.
Pat: Alright we wanna be fucking honest Dorian?
Scarlett: Pat NOBODY here WANTS to be you. You’re falling apart every day.
Pat: Look at you! Where’s your husband? You are miserable *points in face* Inviting Paige here and what not
Scarlett: You have no money, no job, no friends, no career, you are NOTHING but a washed up tv star with bad extensions.
Pat: You are a calculated piece of shit
Scarlett: And you’re a lying bitch.
Pat: Now let get down to fucking business..Dorian *turns* actually Hope..Dorian said your an alcoholic and she said that you were drinking during your chemotherapy
Hope: Are you fucking serious right now?
Scarlett: Oh stop, Pat that’s so fucking low.
Dr. Audra: *gasps* Oh my gosh!!!
Hope: *looks straight at Dorian* Dorian, you’re a fucking cunt. How dare you say that about me, when it’s absolutely false!
*Camera men go closer to table*
Dr. Audra: *looks at Dorian* Did you say that Dorian?
Dr. Dorian: I absolutely said it, yes.
Scarlett: WHAT
Hope: You can’t drink when you’re on chemotherapy. So you’re insinuating that I didn’t have cancer.
Dr. Dorian: Someone told me you were drinking when you weren’t supposed to. The fact you’re wasted all the time tells me this rumour is true. Fact.
Hope: *to cameraman* Can you get that out of my fucking face! *pushes it a little*
*Camera gets closer as producer says “DONT TOUCH THE CAMERA”*
Hope: Oh! Someone told you!! Of course! Anything to attack me! Dorian, fuck you! You’re are the lowest of low
Scarlett Confessional: I’m honestly appalled right now I can’t even sit at this table and engage with such low based shit. This is disgusting.
Dr. Dorian Confessional: As much as it may not seem it, I am genuinely concerned for Hope right now. She’s going… mental. And surprise, surprise… it’s because she’s had a drink. Run for cover… like NOW.
Hope: Dorian you watch out, because I’m coming for you *stands up* That’s not a threat, that’s a fucking promise.
Scarlett: *Grabs Hope* No no no, No. Let’s go, you have a reputation to uphold and you’re losing it.
Dr. Dorian: *shakes head* I hope you get the help you need, I really do.
Dr. Audra Confessional: I am disgusted with everyone in this group! Especially Dorian, I look at Dorian completely differently now.
*Camera follows Hope*
Hope: *to producer* I’m done with the show. I’m out. She’s a despicable human being. She has no limits and will do WHATEVER to destroy someone.
Scarlett: *turns off Hope’s mic as they walk in the house* Stop talking you’re digging yourself a hole.
Hope: Scarlett, stop *puts hand up*
Pat: Its okay Hope! She will get hers!
Dr. Dorian: *to producer* Can someone calm her down? I think she’s having a psychotic break.
*Camera gets closer to Hope*
Hope: *grabs the glass of wine nearby and chucks it at the camera* Don’t get it my fucking face! I’ve asked you to stop!!! *SCREAMS*
*Producers start screaming WOAHH!!! shut it DOWN!!*
NEXT TIME ON Married To Medicine Twitter: Back in Twitter, Two weeks after the ladies returned home, Production sits down with Hope and her husband Dr. James to discuss the incident. Scarlett and Dr. Dorian sit to discuss the last night in Arizona. Dr. Audra invites Caitlyn to meet her son. Pat and Dr. Paige come face to face.
